oh toodley doo

babysitting again today. yesterday i got together enough money to get my ears pierced and i am going to call the place and make sure of everyhting later as it is only 9 in the morning. I wish that i was going to somewhere else to work, like a bagel place or a book store. Yesterday i washed the dogs and Lucy made the water black. you used to petting her and take your hand away and it would be black, you would have to scrub away the dirt but now she is clean as a muffin. one of these days i have to replace the tag on her collar that says Brewster and that she lives in Ashland. My friend, some ot be aunt (as strange as that is) lives in california, where my Gma does and i go there in the summer but this year i am not going and i am left sorely missing my friend S. Also i am reading this book about friendship called, The Myth of You and Me. it is really good. But S and i have a lot in commom and she is super nice and fun and awesome. i have this urge to invite her to come stay with me at my dads, cause ithink that would be sooooooo much fun and we could go out downtown and to the park and all this awesome stuff and i haven't had a sleep over in forever and i wish i had constant companionship and to tell you the truth i would be totally happy if we were sisters. Bu i know that she can't come down cause there is no time and no room in our house etc. but maybe next year or some other time. My nails are terrrible, i am cursed to have terrible nails for the rest of my life. i am trying to get in the habit of drinking more water and stuff but i an never good at habit forming unless they are bad. I haven't written in my real journal in a while because everytime i open it i feel sleepy and then i fall asleep, and i also do not feel profound or even remotley interesting. i ahve nothing to anylize and nothing to think about except going into HS but that just makes me excited and then frusterated because htere is still all all of this summer left. Anyway i have stopped spell checking because i am totally lazy and hate the system live journal has.